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[May. 28th, 2005|10:32 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Queen | ] |
Well last night I had my job shadow. It was a lot of fun! I went to Fox 12, my dad is going to be here soon to pick me up. I think my Uncle John is with him. Dad said he'd take me to 23rd avenue this weekend so I'm excited! woot................................................................ |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 22nd, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
My stomach won't stop growling. I'm not hungry. Everything is wrong. My eyes are wet, damp, starting to hurt. I can't go to school tomorrow. I just really cannot do it. I need a mental health day. because everything is wrong. so wrong. |
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| She should have died when she was born |
[May. 22nd, 2005|06:01 pm] |
- I feel like I swallowed a weight and its just about to reach my stomach. And it got stuck. And there's a weight inside me, pulling, pushing, hurting.
- I feel so entangled in so many loops and viens that there is no solution to my problems
- What do I do? What would you do?
- The world says no, and there's nothing, nothing I can do. But just agree.
- I sound so dramatic. Is it? People are telling me yes and people are telling me no.
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| Stealth Mission |
[May. 22nd, 2005|03:03 pm] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Smells Like Teen Spirit- Nirvana | ] |
Yesterday was funny. Cari and I were trying to find a back way out of the restaurant next to the meow meow so that lisa wouldn't see us. We found a gate in the back, but it led to an alley that was closed by a fence. Then this girl that worked there was like "are you trying to sneak out?" and we were like "yes". So she was trying to remember the code to unlock the fence, but she couldn't. So she was like "are they already in the restaurant?" Even though we never told her why we wanted to leave. So we said no. And she took us through the kitchen and the bar that we aren't supposed to be in as minors. But she just kept saying "stealth mission, they need to get out of here as soon as possible." Good times. We ended up on the opposite side of a dumpster as Jake and Lisa...so we ran. Good times. |
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| Survey |
[May. 16th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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| It's All Your Fault |
[May. 10th, 2005|06:22 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | The Beatles- I Am The Walrus | ] |
Today was pretty good. In drama she actually talked to the class the whole time WEIRD. Oh yeah, and in key club I found out I DO have enough hours to letter. (yay) Then in Spanish we had a quiz which I think I did well on, except I forgot what "hiking" was... damn. During lunch I turned in my Link Crew Application. Hopefully I make it. Anyway, then I actually had the strawberry water instead of the peach water, and it was really good. In Health I almost freaked out at Olivier cause I thought he lost one of my papers, but I found out that I actually still had it. During English Hansen was in a super bad mood, but I'm understanding the book better. I have my symbol and characterization worksheets almost full! In chemistry I found out I have a B!! I NEED to get that up. Cause English is going to be my B this tri, as well... it's hard. After school Grandma drove Cari and I to the library where we looked through monologue books for about an hour. Then my mom picked me up. When I got home I ate some quesadillas that were to go from Chili's. Yum. I think I'm going to go take a shower soon...and well then you know do homework and check if Chappelle show really is on tonight! |
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| Happy Mother's Day |
[May. 8th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  content | ] |
Today was pretty cool. Lisa left around 1 then I helped mom with some boxes, and I read a bit. Then I went to the gym for awhile. Now I'm home. I took two showers today. I really like the new body wash my mom got me. :) Last night was a lot of fun. My mom was gone like usual, but Lisa came over and we watched teenage girl movies, ordered pizza and talked on the phone to Jacob and to eachother til like 4 am. Then I got up at 10 and I'm not even tired... We also watched The Sweetest Thing at around 1 am, well...I did...Lisa was doing her homework. |
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| I AM THE EGG MAN |
[May. 7th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | She Was An American Girl- Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers | ] |
well my mom won't let me leave the house, like usual. I'll maybe go somewhere later while she's at her meeting. Who really knows. She's got a gun. She got a gun. She got a gun she called the lucky one. She left a note by the phone, don't leave a message cause this ain't no home. My computer is kinda being weird...
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARI |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | cheerful | ] |
Well today was pretty cool. I got to school really early, so early that I had time to do my chemistry homework. SWEET! And then in drama I had dress rehearsal, though, I didn't dress my part... I will on Thursday though. In Spanish I didn't have to go because I went to the Link Crew informational meeting, during which the fire alarm went off so I was standing in front of the school in the parking lot with Cari and Lisa for almost an hour. So when we went back, we stayed at the meeting for about 5 more minutes, and then went to spanish. Ben was playing guitar and singing for us, he wrote the song and he was really good! (He'll be in the talent show) During lunch Molly became obsessed with me saying "lame ass". And then I sat down on some wet pavement and well then my arse was wet, so we all had to look at eachothers behinds "casually" (Molly, Lisa, and I). During Health we played Jepeordy to get ready for the test tomorrow. I was getting really anxious and I wanted to win, because don't I always?, and so I kept raising my hand and freaking out a little. Then in English we started state testing which SUCKS, none of the given topics are any good this year. In Chemistry we took a test, which was really easy. The extra credit on the other hand was not. After school I hung out with Molly and Joel til they had to get on their bus. He now thinks Molly and I are crazy because she wants to join a nudest colony and told him I wanted to join too. I was too lazy to walk to Grandma's house after school, so I stayed there. I called Cari and talked to her for like 40 minutes. Then I layed down on the pavement and just waited for mom. We went to Safeway and got chinese food. I saw a lot of people there.
AND THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY |
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| Wendys V Chinese... |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:50 pm] |
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Today was pretty interesting. Tomorrow I have dress rehearsal in drama for the Mayfete show that I'm in. I have to bring a briefcase. I also get to miss Spanish to go to a link crew meeting. WOO. Today at the golf tournament, I did HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!! The worst I've ever done by far. Then when I got home. I went online. And that was my day. |
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| Sitting On A Cornflake Waiting For The Van To Come |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|03:02 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | The Beatles- I Am The Walrus | ] |
I didn't go to school today. My nose is all congested, and my throat hurts like a mother. So when I got up I went downstairs, and my mom left me a note saying
"Danielle, I hope you feel better. Here are some chores I want done before I get home.
1) Finish packing your room.
2) Scrub your bathroom, including tub, floor, counter, toilet and don't forget the mirror.
Love you honey!
P.S. Do the dishes"
Real nice mom, that's really going to help me get better. My dad called me earlier, and I read the note while I was on the phone with him, he got all silent and was like "are you joking?" haha, what a silly guy. of course I'm not joking. I went to golf practice for the first time yesterday, it was fun. I slept from 10pm-12pm (today) last night... And I still feel disgusting. While I was packing my closet I found this black and red puma jacket that I haven't worn for a few months and I forgot about. This weekend while I'm with my dad I want to get some new cd's there are a few I've been wanting. Like... Hot Hot Heat, Soundtrack to Garden State, Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers Greatest Hits, as well as maybe a Beatles cd?
Anyways, I think I'm going to go watch tv now, buh bye. |
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| And All That Jazz |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
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So this week has been strange. I kinda want/don't want it to be over though. I can't choose between those extemes. I guess I'm joining the golf team... hopefully I don't miss the ball every time! hahah... anyhow... so my mom wants to give Jesse the bigger room in the new house. Which is completely retarded! I called the outdoor school lady cause I really want to get the same week as Cari, Jeff, Stephen, and Fro which is (4/25-4/30) but she didn't answer. So I left her a message asking her to get back to me. Hopefully she does tomorrow! Well I better go do my homework. ADIOS |
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| Someone's gonna tell you lies, cut you down a size |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|03:31 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers- Don't Do Me Like That | ] |
I got back from the beach a little bit ago.
I really want spring break to be over so I don't have to be around mom and Jesse so much anymore.
I have to move soon...I wonder what I'm going to do after school once I do.
I could go hang out with grandma or something.
Hopefully my classes are better this tri.
I need to memorize half my, what? like, 12 lines for drama?
That shouldn't be too hard.
Next weekend I guess I'm going back to the beach with dad.
Hopefully it doesn't rain like this again.
I wish I could spend more time with my dad.
It's freezing in this house.
Everything is going wrong lately.
Maybe I should go to a different school next year?
Why is my mom always in such a bad mood?
80's music is pretty cool.
Why does everyone always want to keep everything a secret?
DON'T DO ME LIKE THAT |
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| Road Trip To Seattle! |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | chipper | ] |
Hey Guys! I just got back today from Seattle. Dad and I planned on going up to Skamania lodge in southern Washington, but when we got there Dad didn't like it...so we decided to drive up to Seattle for the night and come home today. So we stayed at The W, went out to eat, watched Silence Of The Lambs, and then today we shopped at Pike's Market! It was really FUN! I took some pictures....
^Fish^
^My dad drinking from a weird water fountain^
^Big Sign At The Entrance^
^People Playing Instruments^
^Pretty Boat^
^Painting On The Side Of A Building^
^Construction^
^Huge Boat^
^The City^
^The Other Side^
Well last weekend Cari was over, we were experimenting with cooking a lot and on Saturday night we made dinner for mom. Then on Monday night I spent the night at Molly's house. We watched a TON of movies. And tomorrow I'm going to the beach with my mom, my brother, and my grandma til Sunday! WOO |
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| Smile Like You Mean It |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|12:08 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | The Killers | ] |
Right now I'm waiting for my dad to get ready to go to the gym and then we're gonna leave! It's soo nice outside today! Even though it's only like 60 degrees it seems like 70 at least! Well anyhow I better go because dad's ready! BYE |
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| I'm sorry, so sorry |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  angry | ] |
Right about now I'm getting really bored. My dads out with people for his birthday. Tomorrow I'm going to outdoor school councelor training. It should be fun. I am actually too lazy to sit up and type on the keyboard so I'm using the on screen keyboard! WOOH
MATT IS A DICK FACE |
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| Sofie Tucker will shit I know, to see her name get filled below....ROXIE HART |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|06:19 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | mellow | ] |
Right about now I am listing anything I could possibly need to bring with me to dad's house for school or something because I'm not coming back home until Sunday as my mom is at the beach for an AA thing. Dad should be picking me up soon, but he might be late as he was coming from Gresham and it's rush hour. I have a new look going on, the other one started to get old. For those of you who don't know my icon is from Garden State, which is a good movie. Tomorrow is my dad's birthday and he is going to be 49. My mom picked out the gift I'm giving him this year, which is good for me...as I never know what to get him. He'll be in a good mood, as he gets to go golfing while I'm at school tomorrow. Haha that's a long time. I keep thinking I've forgotten something...I probably have. Hmm oh well. I wonder if he's still driving the mini cooper...hopefully not, or maybe hopefully yes? It was small and a bit uncomfortable, but it was cool. I wouldn't be able to drive if he still had that one though... hmm.... So I got my new schedule, I might switch my health and chemistry classes but I'm not sure at this point. At the moment I have:
(1) Drama 2B McCall
(2) Spanish 2B Bushnell
Lunch
(3) Health 2 Olivier
(4) Advanced Sophmore English Hansen
(5) Accelerated Chemistry Roberts
I'll only have 1 guy teacher, that's kinda weird. At least I won't have Neville anymore! This will be the first tri since tri 1 last year that I haven't had him! ANYWAYS I better go make sure I have everything so I don't regret it later! |
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| I'm not as ugly sad as you, Or am I oragami? |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|08:54 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | jubilant | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Eve 6- Inside Out | ] |
So today was a good day. I haven't written in here in awhile. I've been at dad's the last 2 weekends and I'm going to his house this coming weekend as it's his birthday on Friday! I need to get him a present! Hmm...there's never anything to get him. Gosh. One of my mom's friends died last night. It's sad, I used to play with her son. Only 8 days left of the trimester! Actually, technically, only 7.5!! As next Thursday is a half day =). And then 10 days spring break!! WOOT! I'll finally be done with history and math for the year! This is what I did today...
Went to School- Lisa wasn't there so I sat in front of my locker and did the math homework I missed on Friday. Then I talked to Molly, Emma and people.
Drama- Talked with Cari, then watched her block her mayfete scene.
Spanish- Brian and I did our speech. We got 20/20. Then Mrs. Bushnell talked a TON, and gave us our speech for our final I think. And we got work time.
Algebra 2- Talked to Sam, Ty and Nick. Justin came later and wouldn't stop talking to me so I think Mr. Allnutt took some of our points off.
Lunch- I hung out with Molly and her crew.
English- I took the vocab quiz I missed on Friday. Then basically sat and talked to people the whole period.
History- Finished watching a movie. And did a group activity.
Came home- Layed on the couch until 6:30 watching vH1. Mom made BLT's for dinner, then I took a shower and came online.
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| Not Such A Great Day |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:59 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  sad | ] |
Today was one of the worst days I've had in awhile. First of all before school Lisa wasn't there so I had nothing to do, I sat in the auditorium doing my homework until Key Club started. I got to see all the people who don't even go to meetings win leadership spots. WOO HOO. Three of the people they called weren't even there. Because they're also president of a million other stupid fucking clubs. Then in Drama she handed out scripts, I didn't get mine. We listened to people read, Cari's script was cool but it was flipping long. I didn't make the one act audition thing I tried out for on Friday. Even though I thought I did well....Cari got two spots though! =) Good job! Spanish seemed to drag on forever, and she yelled at me and said I was really rude for doing my math homework. In Math I did good on the quiz I guess. 39/42. During lunch I had absolutely nothing to do and no one to talk to. So I sat by myself outside. As I have no friends. In English we did stuff to do with an essay we're starting. In history we did alot of boring worksheets. And now I'm home alone, with no one to talk to until my mom get's home and I hope to God she isn't in a bad mood. |
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